Free Write 10-7-10

I keeping ticking. My leg keeps going around in a circles. after it passes a 90 degree angle i completely feel like my leg will break off. The time goes on and on. I feel like sometimes I want it to speed time up but I cant. Its physically and mental impossible. If i speed time up, people looking at me will be confused and walking around in complete chaos and confusion. Physically i cant do that because I need an human to make time go faster.