This picture we have here. We see two people; one boy and one girl. They are holding hands and they are very close to one each other. They seem to be very fond of each other. They are looking at the viewer. The boy is wearing a white shirt as his first layer. For his second layer he is wearing a button up shirt. His shirt is dark blue and white and dark strips. He has a mo-hawk. He has a nice smile, but his eyes are barely visible. The girl is wearing a red shirt. A flower designed skirt. Her hair is along and colored black. The back ground is a river of water. Then in the distance there are skyscrapers. The sun is about to set down and the light reflects on the water. Clouds are around the sun and it seems like the light is shining on them.
I chose this picture because it reminds me how I want to find that girl that makes me feel as happy as them. I want someone who brings out the best in me and likes me for who I am. I think this is the thing that bothers me the most. I feel out of the group when most of my friends bring their girlfriend or boyfriend along. I guess I am jealous of them because they seem so happy with one of another. As I look at the seat next to me, it is empty. I wonder why haven’t found that special girl yet. Is it because I am not “good looking” enough? Is it because I am not funny enough? Or do I not have that “special” quality that would make me more attractive to women. I haven’t been kissed nor had anybody that wanted to go out with me yet. I don’t really know how to describe what I feel, I just feel kind of incomplete with my life now. It shouldn’t be a big thing to me since not all my friends are in a relationship. But it does feel like there is an empty hole or a missing piece of my life. It is weird cause I been fine without a girlfriend for 18 years, but why now? Why do I feel this way now? Can’t I go back to the days of elementary school where we considered girls as just as friends and nothing more?
Overall, this picture reminds me of what I am after right now besides my school work. I don’t really need any more girl-friends. I appreciate all the friends I can have but I am currently ready to mingle. But yet no one has found me special enough to taken to be interested in me. I just hope it is soon, I was ready in senior year of high school to start a relationship but it never happened. However, a quote I keep in mind is that: “Sometimes it is easy to feel like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you”. I hold my head up high and just hopes that one day, someone will say yes.
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