Strongest emotion I have ever experienced.
The strongest emotion i have ever experienced was probably heartbreak or the feeling of pain emotionally, Heartbreak because ever time I put my heart on the line or i "risk it all" for someone who i think shares the same feelings as me, it turns out to be not true and we just have an awkward situation. I feel that maybe i shouldn't keep doing this. I feel like i need to guard my heart before i give it to someone or feel like i go all out to get the person i want. However, I just keep falling into the same trap. I think its cause I feel that I am trying to find that right person that apprichates me and thinks i am just this amazing dude. I just sometimes don't believe in how great of a person i am, at least according to my friends. Maybe that can change this year.
The other emotion i have felt was that feeling where you feel like you trusted someone but it turned out they kept back stabbing in your back. I had people in my life some were people I used to trust so much. It just sucks A. being wrong in trusting that person and believing that they were there to help. B. that you trusted them with everything and it turned out they used that information to make your rep plummet. I feel that being backstabbed is the probably the second worst thing to feel in life. Usually I learned that I will only open up or trust people if they all try to make an effort to see whats going on in the little mind of mine.
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